I was in attendance at the fallen police officer's funeral today and it was a massive show of police officers and law enforcement from all over the place. Public figures and spectators. As I sat there looking around and listening to people speak...I thought about my own funeral. I don't want a long one. About an hour is good. I wonder what will they say. Who will be in attendance. If I have left something for someone to carry own with their lives. If I have helped somebody.
When this does happen I have left very detailed orders concerning my wishes. I do not want a long funeral. I wish to be cremated (well, the body that is because I will not be there). I told my mother about my wishes and she said if she have anything to do with it I will be buried. So I took that power from her and drafted a Last will and Testament detailing my wishes and gave it to someone that will honor them.
Please don't be sad. Well, you are going to be sad just don't hang on it too long. I will have had a good life. I have had a good life. I will be at peace. I may have left you physically but I will be with you always spiritually.
I had an spirit experience with someone passing and I think that they may have impregnated me with there life's experiences. I still can feel them. I still can hear them talking to me those 72 hours that he lived. Telling me his life, his young life. He was only 20 years old. I told you that story of Jay before. So, I know that this experience is true.
Well, I did not wanna bring the mood down but I share everything with you and this is a path that all of us have to take. We did not come here to stay. Some have other beliefs of a after life and I respect that to the utmost. This is my belief and I expect you will permit me the same courtesy.
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