Tuesday, December 18, 2012
SEARCHING FOR MY DESERTED PLACE SO I CAN REST AWHILE:
Here we are again at the closing of yet another year. This year has been a learning and growing experience for me again. I can only bow to you that are my faithful partners.
I will be taking a break from the blog. I am tired mentally. I have so many projects going on that I can not give my full attention to my baby (the blog) and support you. My loyalty is to you so if you would allow me to rest just for a little while I promise you that I will fulfill all your needs on my return.
I made you laugh. I made you cry. I made you feel like you can fly. I promise you that I will not become some background noise. A backdrop for other bloggers. Remember that I care and don't complain when I am not here. I had my time. I had the power. I've yet to have my finest hour so I am going to stick around. Because I need you.
In the past I have felt like just giving up blogging but then I get a private email pushing me to continue because I am reaching someone with my words and experience. I must say that giving up is so hard to do but I get discouraged sometimes. I feel like I am not appreciated.
In my quietness I want you to keep your head up. I will be watching and if you need me text, call or mail me, but if you text, call or email me...you better need me. LMAO.
Let me leave you with these words:
When your heart is free it's easy to make a decision. When your head is clear you know you have good judgment. When your minds at peace
Sleep comes so very peacefully. When you start to dream
There wonderful end so very sweet. But when your life is turning topsy turvey. And you have no reasons for what's disturbing.
Remember these words I'm saying to you. Keep your head up. Walk away from all that is hurting. Find your power you know your strong. Make that step and it will help you along
I will be back January 2013 about 10 pounds lighter.
And with that said.....I am out.