Thursday, March 7, 2013
SOMETHING THAT IS BOTHERING ME:
I should be sleep but I can not because of what a good friend told me today. I know a few Trans Gender (T_GIRLS) but through the years I have befriended one that is very nice to me. She has always been nice to me.
Today I saw here in the Ansley Mall area and she looked sad. I hugged her and asked "why you look so down"? She said because he is lonely and all her girls friends now are in relationships which leaves her not seeing them as often. I told her to get out and meet people. She told me that she like gay men but gay men are not interested in females.
At first I did not get it because it was so deep. I asked her "say that again". She did and I repeated it. Not that I did not understand it. It was because I felt it in my soul. I saw it on her face. I heard it in her voice. That was a deep statement that I still hear echoing in my ear......"I like gay men but gay men are not interested in females".
I just got a text from her and she asked me would I like to come over for dinner this weekend. I have not text her back yet because I do not know what to do. I do not wanna be that poster MAN that she is talking about. As a matter of fact, I am not that poster because I like all sexes. It's just that I do not wanna entertain her loneliness with a false sense of she and I dating. She is right. I do like T-Girls but I would eat through a brick wall first to get to that male. Any male. Don't matter the race, creed or religious belief.